My husband followed me, half-whispering, โI thought this would make you happy. I wanted to do something meaningful.โ
I stared at him. โYou invited a stranger into our house without even asking me. Thatโs not meaningful. Thatโs violating.โ
He looked stunned. Hurt, even. But I didnโt care in that moment.
I stayed in our room for most of the morning. Around noon, I came down to find them both gone. A little envelope sat on the counter. โCall me if you want to talk โ Clara.โ
I didnโt call.
But I did Google her.
Turns out, sheโd lived only an hour away my whole life. No criminal record. Worked as a nurse until five years ago. Married once. Widowed. No other kids.
My mind kept drifting. I tried to stop thinking about her. But something was lodged in me now, and it wouldnโt go away.
That night, I asked my husband, โWhy did she give me up?โ
He paused. โShe said you were from a relationship her parents didnโt approve of. She was 20. They made her go away, have you in secret. She never saw you again.โ
โAnd now she wants whatโtea? Hugs? Redemption?โ I snapped.
He sighed. โShe just wants to know you. Thatโs all she said.โ
I didnโt sleep much that night. I kept flipping between anger and curiosity, resentment and guilt. By morning, I was drained.
So I called her.
We met at a diner halfway between our houses. She was already sitting there, clutching a napkin in her lap.
Seeing her in broad daylight made her seem more real. More small, actually. She looked nervous. And older than I remembered from the morning.
I sat down. No hugs. No smiles. Justโฆ started talking.
โI donโt know what you want from me,โ I said. โBut Iโm here, so letโs just talk like two adults.โ
Her shoulders relaxed a little. โThatโs more than I expected.โ
We talked for almost two hours.
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