It’s been 15 years, but I’ve never slept with my husband – until I overheard this conversation between him and his best friend.… En voir plusIt’s been 15 years, but I’ve never slept with my husband – until I overheard this conversation between him and his best friend.… En voir plus

It was a rainy day, typical for Delhi. I got home early and unlocked the door quietly, soaked from the sudden downpour. I didn’t mean to listen in, but his voice echoed from the study.

“Hello? Aarav?”

Aarav — his best friend, and my classmate from school. He often came over on Saturdays. They drank beer and talked late into the night. I never once felt jealous.

Until that moment.

I stood still, listening.

“She’s filed for divorce again,” my husband said.

“Divorce?” Aarav’s voice cracked.

“Fifteen years, Aarav. I’ve kept the promise. But I won’t divorce. I gave my word.”

“To whom?”

“To you. And to him.”

There was a long silence.

Then I heard him say, “That night… I still hear the brakes.”

I pressed a hand against the wall to keep from falling.

Secrets Spilled — And a Name From the Past

That night, I confronted him.

“Do you love Aarav?”

He looked at me, eyes tired but sincere.

“I love promises. The ones I made to you. The ones I made to him.”

I left the next day. Took only a suitcase, a potted cactus, and a heavy heart. At his desk, I found three things:

  1. life insurance policy with me as the sole beneficiary. If our marriage ended within 24 months, the payout would be void. The policy had been signed two years earlier — on September 23.
  2. receipt from the hematology ward. He had been undergoing chemotherapy.
  3. A photo of me and someone from my past — Rohan, my first love. He had died in a motorcycle accident, or so I had believed. On the back, I’d written:
    “Showers always come early this season.”

Beside it, a note: “I’m sorry. – V.”

Vikram — my husband.

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